This was the time i thought everything is over ,this is the time my doctors gave up on me ,but i fought back ,i need to live i survived only because of my will power and Gods grace .I will never forget those days .This was the time i knew GOD has given me a second chance and from this time onwards i wanted the world to know there is nothing impossible if you have the will to survive and God with you .never give up hope ...........dont surrender fight till you succeed.love Gunjan Khanna.Friday, October 10, 2008
Me fighting for life ........never give up ur hope fight till you succeed
This was the time i thought everything is over ,this is the time my doctors gave up on me ,but i fought back ,i need to live i survived only because of my will power and Gods grace .I will never forget those days .This was the time i knew GOD has given me a second chance and from this time onwards i wanted the world to know there is nothing impossible if you have the will to survive and God with you .never give up hope ...........dont surrender fight till you succeed.love Gunjan Khanna.
My Nana ji and my Nani ji
My Nana ji and Nani ji , 2 wonderfull people who were the only souls who was there to help us out during those difficult times in our life ,i owe you big time Nanaji and Nani ji .Im so thankfull to u both for helping us out .love you both ..........
Thats me who is sitting 3rd this snap is taken inside the church with my cousins
my sister Nupur , Me , my cousin Himanshu & chacho's daughter
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Me tying Rakhi for Himanshu
Me and my chacho's daughterhappy days......
Its Holi time ,thats me in pink dress with my cousins in Meerut
Thats me in blue dress with my cousin Ekta
Me ,my sis Nupur and my cousin Ekta
Thats me in red dress and my brave lil sis Nupur
my papa gifted me this cycle ,oh thats the person who is crying is my cousin Ekta who is lil upset abt my driving . she is one of my favourite cousin.poor thing im sorry dear .........
This is my story ,This is my song
Greetings my beloved people im Gunjan khanna. I like to share my life wid u all wonderfull people like you all. Let me tell U abt me first. I was born in 18/01/1981 I completed my education i did my graduation also. God is gr8 right well he is otherwise i wouldnt be here. The reason why im writing this & the reason why i created this blog is, I want the whole world to know the power of human spirit and how we take things in life. I dont need any sympathy or help from any one by Gods grace i have everything in life there is a purpose for everyone in this world trust me there is, Every one has got a great part in this stage of life. Where im or what i have im not able to tell everyone or spread the msg across what we can do in life and how should we see life, never get dissapointed in life everything happens for good take life as a challenge. Never give up in life when you read abt me i think you will get the picture of what i want to convey..... All my life i thank GOD for giving me such a loving and beautifull Mom and my loving Sister in my life and all my sweet lil friends who r there for me thru my ups and downs thank you god for giving me such a beautiful and loving family and friends........
I studied in convent school (Meerut) and was very active. My hobbies were swimming, skating, Horse riding and dancing. I was too good in skating and cycling. My passion was to do skating on running roads with competition with vehicles. Papa use to drive Car/Scooter and i used to run with them with skates on my feet sounds wicked right i know i liked living life on the edge. Im very close to my cousin’s (Tayaji’s Family). My Childhood was best in my life. At this age, i was able to walk, Run, dance do anything i wanted to as a normal child. I was very adventures i forgot to tell you that. Well this was my child hood days. Everything was perfect i loved each moment of my childhood days i never knew that it will go away all of a sudden...........................
I was 8 years old when Mom and Dad came to know that i had jaundice. Dr’s informed that i will be normal in 1 or 2 Months unfortunately my jaundice lasted forever which landed up as death for my life. In 1989 My Dad got expired. He had hole in his heart and he was very nice person a gem of a person i should say . I was 8 years old and my sister was 5 years old when he died. That was the tuning point of our life when we both came to know what life is all about. How people change behavior and how do they support and act at the time of happiness and sorrow. We saw the true picture of the life. I was very mature in the way i thought from starting and i used to keep smiling always. In all the problems that me, my sister and my Mom had faced was something unimaginable but Gods grace we pulled thru those times ...... no one to confide, no one to give a leaning shoulder to me, but somehow i got the strength to rise up thats the time i knew God is there and there is more to life than what we think. There is only when pple go thru some situations they will learn what life is all about . Trust me life is a challenge take things in the right way and do something abt it rather than cry over it its very true that we shouldnt cry over the spilt milk we should try to overcome it and find the solution how to move on in life .Thats when i thought i should do something abt my life........ n never give up on ur hopes pple if you do ur part rest everything will fall inits place . Its true... After dad’s death we came to Delhi and our Nana ji and Naniji supported us. I studied in DAV Model School. During Teenage my health started going down day by day. I stopped going to school when i was in 10th standard. I wanted to go however her legs did not allow her. I had a hole in my liver and because of that problem, I suffered from osteoporosis also. In which the person can not walk, Strength gets lost from legs and when the person can’t walk, my stomach shrunk i should say like pigeon stomach. My sister used to say "I was extra intelligent so MOM Requested school principal and government if she can give exams from home and school can provide books and notes to her". Our School Principal was really impressed with with attitude so she permitted me to be the part of DAV school and give exams from home. My sister collected notes for me and i used to study at home. I completed my 12th in commerce and computer’s stream with 1st division and then i did BCOM honors from Delhi University (Distance learning), After that i joined post graduation course also. In my journey in life my MOM and ofcourse my sweet lil sister was a big support for me at every moment of my life. DR’s informed that they can do liver transplant for me in which My sister's or Mom's liver will be attached to my body however there was no guarantee who will survive as it was the first experiment in INDIA for 1crore rupees of liver problem. Before doing operation of Gunjan, DR’s did other 4 experiments in which every one died so we all were sacred and DR’s also refused. American DR’s also refused to handle my case as according to them this was 1 million dollar case which means. In million people only 1 person suffers from this. When i takes turn on bed, It’s the possibility that i can suffer from any fracture so it is very difficult for me to take proper sleep also. From past 18 years im taking steroid’s but now i stopped it and because of those heavy steroids medicine my legs and bones are very weak. I was in ICU for 6 days last year but i came out because of my will power. Slowly slowly time passed, Instead of walking running, I m bed ridden now. My legs were not working but still i refused to have wheel chair as i wanted to be independent always. I saw every one getting married, doing job and having fun of their life and I started learning about life from them. I know about the world, News, GK almost every thing. I never kept away from knowing all this despite of my condition. I can only read or get to know abt things atleast God has given that offer to me .... Eventhing i m bed ridden i utilise my skills or be active in my family so this is all what i do at home :
1) I m the financer of our house. I collect money from my sister and mom in starting of month and sitting on bed, I manage the finance of month and save money.
I studied in convent school (Meerut) and was very active. My hobbies were swimming, skating, Horse riding and dancing. I was too good in skating and cycling. My passion was to do skating on running roads with competition with vehicles. Papa use to drive Car/Scooter and i used to run with them with skates on my feet sounds wicked right i know i liked living life on the edge. Im very close to my cousin’s (Tayaji’s Family). My Childhood was best in my life. At this age, i was able to walk, Run, dance do anything i wanted to as a normal child. I was very adventures i forgot to tell you that. Well this was my child hood days. Everything was perfect i loved each moment of my childhood days i never knew that it will go away all of a sudden...........................
I was 8 years old when Mom and Dad came to know that i had jaundice. Dr’s informed that i will be normal in 1 or 2 Months unfortunately my jaundice lasted forever which landed up as death for my life. In 1989 My Dad got expired. He had hole in his heart and he was very nice person a gem of a person i should say . I was 8 years old and my sister was 5 years old when he died. That was the tuning point of our life when we both came to know what life is all about. How people change behavior and how do they support and act at the time of happiness and sorrow. We saw the true picture of the life. I was very mature in the way i thought from starting and i used to keep smiling always. In all the problems that me, my sister and my Mom had faced was something unimaginable but Gods grace we pulled thru those times ...... no one to confide, no one to give a leaning shoulder to me, but somehow i got the strength to rise up thats the time i knew God is there and there is more to life than what we think. There is only when pple go thru some situations they will learn what life is all about . Trust me life is a challenge take things in the right way and do something abt it rather than cry over it its very true that we shouldnt cry over the spilt milk we should try to overcome it and find the solution how to move on in life .Thats when i thought i should do something abt my life........ n never give up on ur hopes pple if you do ur part rest everything will fall inits place . Its true... After dad’s death we came to Delhi and our Nana ji and Naniji supported us. I studied in DAV Model School. During Teenage my health started going down day by day. I stopped going to school when i was in 10th standard. I wanted to go however her legs did not allow her. I had a hole in my liver and because of that problem, I suffered from osteoporosis also. In which the person can not walk, Strength gets lost from legs and when the person can’t walk, my stomach shrunk i should say like pigeon stomach. My sister used to say "I was extra intelligent so MOM Requested school principal and government if she can give exams from home and school can provide books and notes to her". Our School Principal was really impressed with with attitude so she permitted me to be the part of DAV school and give exams from home. My sister collected notes for me and i used to study at home. I completed my 12th in commerce and computer’s stream with 1st division and then i did BCOM honors from Delhi University (Distance learning), After that i joined post graduation course also. In my journey in life my MOM and ofcourse my sweet lil sister was a big support for me at every moment of my life. DR’s informed that they can do liver transplant for me in which My sister's or Mom's liver will be attached to my body however there was no guarantee who will survive as it was the first experiment in INDIA for 1crore rupees of liver problem. Before doing operation of Gunjan, DR’s did other 4 experiments in which every one died so we all were sacred and DR’s also refused. American DR’s also refused to handle my case as according to them this was 1 million dollar case which means. In million people only 1 person suffers from this. When i takes turn on bed, It’s the possibility that i can suffer from any fracture so it is very difficult for me to take proper sleep also. From past 18 years im taking steroid’s but now i stopped it and because of those heavy steroids medicine my legs and bones are very weak. I was in ICU for 6 days last year but i came out because of my will power. Slowly slowly time passed, Instead of walking running, I m bed ridden now. My legs were not working but still i refused to have wheel chair as i wanted to be independent always. I saw every one getting married, doing job and having fun of their life and I started learning about life from them. I know about the world, News, GK almost every thing. I never kept away from knowing all this despite of my condition. I can only read or get to know abt things atleast God has given that offer to me .... Eventhing i m bed ridden i utilise my skills or be active in my family so this is all what i do at home :
1) I m the financer of our house. I collect money from my sister and mom in starting of month and sitting on bed, I manage the finance of month and save money.
2) I m the one who gives all medicines to every one in family. I know about all the problems and solutions of those problems also.
3) My mind runs faster then computer thats what pple tell me cause i try to memorise all the phone numbers and the birthdays of my loved ones and friends of the family. I give reminder calls to my sister that whom we need to wish. I handle the TV Cable charge, electricity charge and what food material we have to bring at home. I know the problems that im facing, no one should face it again therefore i keep every one's health on top priority.I got to be helpful i really like to help pple in whatever best way i can..
Sometimes i cry a lot in front of Mom and ask God that why he has taken all the happiness from me.. I keep my sister away from letting her know what i face cos i dont want her to feel sad abt me . When i sit alone, i write about my life. What all i faced in my life till date. I love making cartoons. I love writing poems. Be positive nothing should let you down lets make a change even thou we are different everyone has got beautiful talent hidden deep within them so bring out and lets do something which is good for us as well as for others....... If i can do things even you can do miracles........................
Sometimes i cry a lot in front of Mom and ask God that why he has taken all the happiness from me.. I keep my sister away from letting her know what i face cos i dont want her to feel sad abt me . When i sit alone, i write about my life. What all i faced in my life till date. I love making cartoons. I love writing poems. Be positive nothing should let you down lets make a change even thou we are different everyone has got beautiful talent hidden deep within them so bring out and lets do something which is good for us as well as for others....... If i can do things even you can do miracles........................
Well this is all i have for today will meet u all next time with loads of things in my next blog ... till then God bless!!!
Never give up hope there is light at the end of the tunnel. God is there he will never let u fail in life ... take things positively . U can always share things with me, love to know you all , God bless you all. Let there be peace and happiness in everyones life ........... Love Gunjan.
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